Saturday, August 2, 2008

EMBARASSMENTS GALORE

Its actually been a week since I posted my last blog..{Or is it blogged my last post?}.But in any case 7 days is quite a lot. No wonder when I was at my cousin's I was wondering what was it that I was missing, such that my day seemed incomplete!!!, somewhere, amidst all the 24*7 fun.Right now I’m feeling a little low. For no apparent reasons as such. But as I’m writing this I can figure out some reasons which might be responsible for Makin me feel low. Let me list them first and then maybe I will cross them one by one, and hope after the exercise that I start feeling (un)low.I woke up today at 12:15 noon. This has been continuing for a while.im perhaps awake since 9 am, but feel lethargic to get up. My parents are dead against me missing my breakfast, and have given up after trying all tactics to wake me up. It’s been 3 months actually ...goshso now they don’t tell me anything much. I woke up at 12:15,and no one is "talking" to me as such, except the necessary stuff [:(]I am feeling guilty about 2 faux paus(or was it 3?) that I did very confidently at my cousin's place .not that it had any repercussions so to speak but nonetheless it's giving me a feeling of embarrassment.Shit how could I? Where were my brains? Damn!!!Oh yes and then there was this queen of misunderstanding created by jhimps, me and our respected grandma’s. A white lie was told to her grandma to keep her from worrying. But my grandma called hers [they are sis in law's].she chose exactly that day to catch up. And the lie came out. And we were caught. Now our respected families always thought, we don’t lie, so the guessing game was on.So we were questioned by our families. Since we lied for a good cause it was forgiven.
But I don’t know why I had to call at her place the next day, to talk to her mom? There was no need really. So naturally aunt questioned me too.yeah she could have just let it be, but obviously the event was pretty fresh. So I was questioned again!!!I must admit that when I was questioned it was embarrasing.ok I had the answer. And I was being honest. They too did not have hard feelings Nevertheless it was humiliatingly embarrassing.im sure jhimps would feel it too, if my mom questioned her.
Only if I hadn’t called!!So I guess I was down coz all of the embarrassments added up. Now I feel light againyippee!!!...[writing is therapeutic, indeed]

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