I wonder if hope really is a good thing..
I'm afraid to hope..what if my expectations are not met?what if my dreams don't come true?what if my worst nightmares become real?



I wonder which is worse :to be an option to somebody or not even figure in the options list..

I wonder why is life so damn uncertain that the even when I'm smiling,it's not reaching my eyes..

when did this happen?
am i getting old?