Something catches my eye..manages to catch my fancy..charms me..mesmerizes me..wriggles into my thoughts..captures my mind,my imagination..becomes my world..I'm in a daze..mentation engulfs me..I hate myself for being unable to exert my will...but its a torrent that's overpowering me...my well wishers implore me to take charge..my rational mind beseeches me not to lose my bearings.But everything falls on deaf ears.The heart has decided to have a mind of its own..
I'm patient like never before.I tolerate.I analyze.I analyze again...and again...and again.I speculate,I imagine,I ruminate,I discuss,i go over the same things yet again.
I have been possessed by the devil it seems..
Then came a ripple..a slight,fragile one..nothing out of the ordinary.But this time it rakes up a storm-a huge gigantic storm,in the mind.
The glass shatters and breaks and opens my eyes..all the inconsistencies,the fakeness-its right there..logic returns back like the prodigal son..the devil flees..
The storm subsides quite suddenly..but not before the picture is clear and I have become resolute.Its done its job with precision.Everything is over.It has destroyed the link to my dazed world.
Something has snapped and its never going to be the same again.I revel at my new found joy.The freedom is what I find charming.I'm bacK to the world I love,with my feet firmly on the ground and worry far far away
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