me

I stare at the white fluffy clouds,
I wink back at the twinkling stars.
I smile at the serene moon

I fight with time
I battle with fate
I still look for signs on which way to go

I breathe out my angst
I cry out my kohl
When I wipe off my face,I want the stains to go

I bleed my years
I gray my youth
When the fine lines come,I will love them too

I defy myself,
Surprise my being
Toiling with the pen,has never been a sin

I walk like roads wont meet
I hope being aware of defeat
I'm trying to see beyond the obvious,is it all a myth?

I have scribbled these incoherent lines,
Tried to paint a picture of what I cannot fathom
Maybe when I wake up tomorrow,I will know what I mean